Little Piece of Heaven

July 5th. This was the day that 9 months ago, we were anticipating with such great joy, and excitement. Today would have been the due date of our sweet babe in heaven. 

Today has been a day of remembrance, sorrow, and surprisingly, peace. Who knew you could feel all those emotions at once?! Although I'm sad I don't get to hold that little one in my arms now, I feel it's presence daily, I know he or she is on the other side waiting for me, and I'm grateful for that feeling. I'm so thankful for the knowledge of the gospel and eternal families, I'm grateful for the love and support of an amazing husband. This has been the hardest experience and 9 months of my life, but with him by my side it's been bearable. He's helped me see the bigger picture, he's been there to wipe away the tears. He has been my biggest supporter. 

We are excited for the future, for the love and joy of other babies to hopefully join our family, and for the anticipation of meeting that sweet little baby in heaven one day. As for now, we're just taking life day by day, enjoying each and every moment.

{We love you sweet babe, Happy due date.}